I know this may sound a bit stupid but I’ve been thinking about you a lot.
I wonder what’s going through your head and I feel it’s about time that I should go after and find some answers.
I’m not sure if you’ve noticed yet but I can’t help myself from looking at you all of the time.
When you haven’t yet arrived I hope that you’re coming soon. And when I realise you’re about to leave I wonder where you’re going next.
I just keep hoping that our schedules will match once again for at least those same 5 minutes when we cross paths in our way back home.
When I think you can’t get any prettier you show up in the next day with a new hairdo or whatever you do that I can’t decipher what it is that just makes you look even better.
I like the fact that you keep the options in your wardrobe quite broad. I absolutely love when you’re wearing dress and heels. And you look just as much amazing when you decide to go a little bit more basic combining t-shirt, jeans and sneakers.
When I hear your voice I feel curious to know what you’re talking about. I see you smiling and that makes me wanna smile too. And it can only means something positive that you’re smiling quite often.
I feel excited about learning more of your story even though I don’t know exactly why. I try to keep the expectations low but they just keep coming and coming.
You make me wanna do things that I wasn’t really keen before. You make me wanna change plans that were once so well defined in my mind.
You make me feel something that I thought I was never going to feel again.
I know this may sound a bit selfish but I’ve been thinking about me a lot.
I wonder what’s going through my head and I ask myself if it’s about time for being open to find some answers.
I think you look at me sometimes but I can’t really tell if it comes even close to the same amount of times that I do look at you.
When I’m not around I don’t have any idea if you ever remember my existence. And when I go home I’m not too sure if you’re even paying attention.
I wonder if you ever think about us getting together again when you’re walking on your own.
When I choose my perfume in the morning I try to guess if you’ll like it or if at least you’ll have the chance to smell it at some point during the day.
I try to change the clothes I wear as much as I can so you don’t get bored quickly. Sometimes I decide for a tucked shirt instead of the usual casual style, however I don’t really think you will even remember its colour by the time you get home.
When I speak I don’t think you can hear but I’m usually not talking about many interesting things anyway. And I hope that I do never influence you negatively with the fact that I’m usually quite serious.
I feel excited about sharing with you more of the things I know even though you may be not searching for them at the moment. I don’t think you’ve set any expectations around this at all but I wouldn’t mind helping to create some.
I hope that I can make you wanna do things that you were not exactly preparing to. I hope that I can come and join some of your plans if that’s the case you have already defined some.
I wish that I can make you feel something that you have never felt before.
I know this may sound a bit crazy but I’ve been thinking about us a lot…
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